It been a week and i have done quite a progress before ns. Went gym several times already and i feel fitter than before. All i did was enhance chest muscles and jogging to lose some fats at the stomach. Did some push ups and sit ups for basic home training. slow and steady but trying.

Been working lately. tired but i have no choice since got no time for ns in the future. Save and collect money for my needs and holidays and future. Most important of all is, marriage. Gotta get away from parents and feel to be a parents.

Nonetheless i will always miss my family and friends when i have started building a family. hehehe…..

Gonna get some stuff before going ns. Perservere zaha, peservere. =D

A good start of my new journey. Got my pay, paid some debts and bills and spend on it. Most of all, save it for my dreams.

Since 5 days ago, i have never felt good about myself. I feel more happier, i feel less stress and pressured and most of all, i feel the love. All this feeling, made me realize something very important in life. This one thing that have been making me alive.

God have made what is of now. I believe that all that happens is because of thee. Thee is the one almighty that create everything. Even feelings that he have created for us. IMpressions and expressions.  And i believe that our dreams is created by thee, provided we work hard and smart for it.

Thus, a good start to achieve all my dreams.

Its been 3 days since the shocking news. All i did was to face my fear and talk things out. THis is where i restart my life again. My future, my journey and all of my dreams will have to wait and one by one i will finish it.

Although 2011 have not end yet, It has been a difficult year. All the sorrow, pain and pleasure was the most vital this year. Only god knows how and what i feel.

Gonna see a new future for me. and what is to come ahead. Sd you know, things happen for a reason and i think i know the reason about myself.

• had a new number and a new phone!
• ahmad zikran, my 3rd brother has just graduated from primary 6
• internet bill is expiring soon
• had the taste of riding a kawasaki kr for 1 month or lesser.
• debts is decreasing.
• wants a new bass
• friends come and go.
• working is kinda fun
• my 2 youngest brother is very the brotherly. keeps secret with each other. help each other and do things together.
• i need to upgrade my bike to x1r. nyehehe….
• going recording soon with my band
• COD black ops is awesome. but graphic wise, modern warfare is better.
• started off with 3 hamster and now have 8. woohoo!!!
• 7 month and counting with gf.
• one is always the best anime to me.
• need a new helmet. 2 pls
• swensen buffet
• universal studio
• I WANNA GRADUATE ASAP
• wanna lose weight too heavy uh.
• fb rox

this girl. KICHAAAAAP!

Hey malay friends. ever wonder what chopstick in malay is called? ahahahha!!!

That was wat i was wondering too. basically im just plain verbally and literally stupid in my malay language. not so stupid but way underrated if compared with the malaysian malay people. even chinese malaysian are way better in their malays.

It happen during end of work when a fren of my, mr ong, ask me, ” chopstick dalam melayu ape ah?” there were many funny answers. 2 kayu, kayu potong, kayu cina angkat, angkat kayu and many more lah. haha.

tried asking a few malay malaysian and they didnt even know! ask a sec school boi, he also dono. but in the end, check out my hp, which got wifi, (cool shit sia) and check out the translation of chopstick in malay. in the end, manage to find the answer. and the answer was PENYEPIT!

addicted to this song. listen to this song and c how soft my heart is. XD. have a listen